A
Few Steps Towards
The
Yoga of Self-Knowledge
Carlos Cardoso Aveline
Carlos Cardoso Aveline
Along the path to self-knowledge, one comes to observe the
difference between various states of mind. As we compare the moods and
attitudes in our consciousness, the question emerges about what makes them
change.
The mind adopts the shape and colour
of that which it sees. [1]
One thing makes the person sad; another thing makes him get angry. A
combination of nice facts may lead naïve persons into intense but passing states
of contentment, just before they get infuriated by this or that “unfortunate” turn
of events.
Changes
in states of mind may depend on many a factor. French philosopher Maine de
Biran tracked the influence that natural events and weather conditions around
us may have on our own psychological “climate”. The change in mindset can be
seen as a sort of “private climate change”.
Transformation
in the emotional landscape of an individual, and in his attitude towards life,
depends on his degree of self-knowledge and self-respect, and the amount of
accumulated will he possesses. How dependent
is he on external events, and what is the amount of self-confidence he has? Confidence
in life provides us with a firmer soil than that offered by outer reality.
One’s individual consciousness has the size and the substance of that
which one thinks on.
Theosophy liberates us from narrow-mindedness: by thinking of the
universe, we make our minds literally universal, and get rid of attachment to
personal pain and pleasure. Yet we need
to be both galactic and terrestrial. Personal
relations are important. They must be enlightened and transformed by universal thinking.
We can emit towards others that sort of good-will that silently heals emotional
pain at its roots. We are able to observe and see the effects of deeper love, although
they sometimes are slower and more occult than we would expect. Deep or
unconditional love creates emotional stability because it is a stable emotion
itself. However, it needs courage and altruism to take place.
Self-discipline
is necessary in looking for knowledge. Yet it must be a smooth and self-respectful
effort if we want it to endure. Discipline’s influence is only effective when
it lasts. It is not desirable, in philosophy, to exert a perfect self-control during
one week or two. Effectiveness is rather in having a small amount of
self-discipline set for the rest of your life and then improving and expanding
it little by little with a long term perspective.
However, appearances are deceitful. In some moments the greatest efforts
will have to be made for a considerable time in order to take a single, small
step ahead. It tends to be worthwhile.
As we study the laws of Universe and see the unity of
all that lives, we expand our contact with the eternal, and this is a generous
source of inner peace. The path towards perfect self-control includes more than
one incarnation. One’s effort along the road must be as
nice as possible for the learning to be effective. Discernment
is always necessary. While progress will be often painful, unnecessary suffering
can be avoided, and a few practical tools for that may be highlighted here.
Three Steps Along the Path
1) In managing
our states of mind, one first step consists in freely observing them from the
point of view of our sacred potentialities and destiny. In order to start
eliminating the cause of suffering, however, we must calmly see and understand exactly
how we waste our time and energies.
Such
observation will strengthen that which unites all the different states of mind:
a desire to be happy. Life shows us that
the search for happiness can be made in intelligent ways, if we have a growing
knowledge of the law of karma. It is much more effective, for instance, to look
for a happiness that comes from within, and is unconditional.
2) A second
step is to start exerting a smooth effort to live happy states of mind with
humbleness and detachment. We can be sure that comfortable periods will not
necessarily last long. On the other hand, during the sad or “self-defeating”
mindsets, we can also remember that such states are not ourselves: they are but
passing “weather conditions” in the sky of our mind.
3) To expand
the self-control effort is the third step, and it makes spiritual will possible.
Through it antahkarana, the bridge to
the immortal, is strengthened and enlarged.
The
symmetry of pleasure and pain can now be fully perceived, and we do not search for
refuge in “extreme intensity” any longer. From this point on the balance gets
stable in one’s individual universe between sadness and contentment, and pure wisdom
emerges.
The Point in the Circle
The idea of an enlightened equilibrium in our states of mind is well expressed by
a geometrical image.
An unlimited openness of mind is the
circle, and self-discipline is the point in its center.
An unavoidable symmetry exists between
the point and the circle, for it is the firmness of the center,
self-discipline, that makes it possible to have a wide mental horizon.
While moving along and looking for the
path, the difference between flexibility and mere oscillation in one’s states
of mind depends on the degree of universality and inclusiveness of one’s vision. As long as the mind is narrow, thoughts and
feelings will go from one extreme to another according to the outer tides of events. When we learn about the whole cycles of life
and observe them for a time that is long enough, we learn to acknowledge, to manage
and transcend the different sets of opposites, and avoid extremes. Thus we get to
be advanced students in the art of living, and learn to combine strength with
moderation, and firmness with equilibrium.
NOTE:
[1] See
Aphorisms 3 and 4, Book One, in “The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali”.
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